My Princess CC

11/27/06

Hello, My Princess CC,

When your pictures from today started coming across my computer, I had to stop what I was doing to admire your work. I stopped breathing for a while, I think, as I drank in your beauty from your eyebrows to your toes. I was swept away for awhile, even permitting myself to dream of a life with you at my side. Everything I have been hoping for in love, beauty, intelligence, motivation, caring and warmth is in you.

I admit I have been silent about my feelings about you for a long time, perhaps as long as we have known each other. I know I have spoken with great admiration of your desires to reach specific goals. I have spent much time finding the right words to encourage you in anything you have wanted to do. I have researched stories—even those from the Philippines, as you know—to provide you a glimpse of what you can do when you act in the same manner as the heroes and heroines of those stories. I have tried to support you in many different ways, one of the most obvious in money, but more importantly to help you see yourself as a goal “accomplisher.” In other words, to not only dream but to achieve the goals you set for yourself. When you entered the beauty pageant I knew how the public would react to you if you just presented yourself as yourself—they fell in love with you, as I did.

I didn’t know this would happen although I suspected it would after I saw you for the first time almost two years ago. At first, I was stunned by your beauty alone. As time went on and you began to communicate with me, I was enthralled by the way you expressed yourself. You were clear and bright like the morning sun. I am really anticipating your upcoming poems and writings of your deepest thoughts and feelings as I am sure they will say much about you.

Perhaps it is in the kind and gentle way you responded to me during this time of my life that had me falling helplessly and hopelessly in love with you. Too, when you showed a trust in me by revealing what you think about, I felt your soul entering mine. You have captured my thoughts and feelings. When I breathe in, it is your perfume I imagine entering me. When my heart beats, it is at the same rate as yours. When my blood moves through me, it is at the same temperature as yours. You are thoroughly within me. I fear nothing with you alongside and inside me.

Princess CC, I love you.

Mr. Big Right